day twenty-two

wow this day was really trying to get me. new england lost. it was uncomfortably hot at the office. it was uncomfortably hot driving home and i wanted to let the windows down. my laptop was bogging down because of so many things i had to finish for the night and our router was stalling at the wrong time. if i was a sim, my comfort level was already 0.

all those moments that i just said would already have been yosi time. i guess it helps you inhale and exhale normally, then you feel a little less tense. and it makes perfect sense that if something is slowly killing you, it would calm you down, soothe your nerves, fatten you for the kill. its basic back-stabbing.

but for me learning to relax and chill would now come from other means. nooooo smoooooking. ooooooo scary. i found out that drinking a lot of water is actually relaxing, just make sure you don’t drink too much and you get to pee every 30 minutes. it helps you keep cool, even if your workstation is beside a window that the sun shines directly into in the afternoon. good thing though is that i might have a tan by december. and you know about driving, i don’t wanna sound like a jackass but there are a lot of stupid and incompetent drivers on the road. i was trying this one-lane-all-the-way thing by the time i hit C5 and i don’t go aggressive and i actually give way to others who were there first. it’s slow but there is a lot less hassle. i’d do that again tomorrow going to makati. plus i learned from map that when you “pet” your car it makes driving smoother. and this works with computers too. if your pc is starting to fuck up just gently stroke it on one of its sides, don’t forget the monitor too and just reboot or something then it will be fine. really! machines have feelings, make sure you love ‘em before we all get ourselves into that terminator thing. and finally if the patriots lose.. um.. owkay that is a lot tougher and i always feel sad the whole day about it and i keep imagining what if this what if that and all that football stuff.. and um.. yeah. okay so i don’t have therapy when the patriots lose. we can’t win them all i guess.. but still! the dolphins?? come on!!!.. :(